What can one experience with Ayahuasca?
by Avalon
The experiences with Ayahuasca are as numerous as the people who have taken it. What you experience with it is as individual, personal, and intimate as your relationship with God itself. Nevertheless, I would like to share a few examples and personal experiences to illustrate what is possible:
You experience nothing ๐ถ
What? Really? Yes, you read that right: it can happen that you feel like nothing is happening, and you have no experiences. In practice, this looks like you lying in your bed, thinking about God or the world, and your projections start running wild. "Oh, what am I doing here? I paid for the retreat, and nothing is happening?!?" This can even go as far as people sitting on the toilet for 3 hours, singing folk songs, and complaining the next day that no one picked them up because they couldn't find their way out. But there was no effect. Just like alcohol doesn't always have the same effect, and some people think they aren't drunk and then suddenly bump their heads somewhere, you can imagine Ayahuasca to be similar. Unlike an alcohol-induced high, Mother Ayahuasca wants to tell you something, and it is about learning to read the subtle and hidden messages and clues. If you can't do it yourself, you can always ask the group what they perceive. The reasons why you experience nothing are varied; perhaps I'll write a separate post about it someday. But regardless of whether you are aware of an effect or not, Mother Ayahuasca worked with you that evening, even if it was in the invisible and inconspicuous. You can be sure of that! ๐
You have a direct experience of God โจ
Even if it wasn't explicitly stated or you weren't aware of it yet: this is what you truly want and strive for. All the insights before, all the initiations you went through, are actually a preparation for this encounter. From my own experience, I can say that each of these encounters is completely different and feels different. It is not possible to summon it; it is a gift, a grace. It is so beautiful, so full of the purest love that it would be a shame to talk it to death with words. In my first experience, one of my thoughts was: "No matter how many lifetimes it takes, it's worth it to come here!" This experience has nothing to do with religion, but the experience can indeed be influenced by existing perception filters and associations. Nevertheless, the love is absolute and beyond all filters and imprints. A blessing and a gift from God. ๐
Healing from depression ๐ซ
Recently, we had a participant who had been dealing with depression for several months. He stopped taking his medication two weeks before the retreat. For him, it was his first encounter with Mother Ayahuasca, and he immediately had a good, inner connection with her. That weekend, he was shown why he had slipped into depression, what it takes to regain his strength, and what his next task is once he overcomes it. ๐
Encounter with the astral world ๐
Another participant, also attending for the first time, came to the retreat out of curiosity. His wife has certain clairvoyant or supernatural abilities, and he is also correspondingly sensitive. During the ceremony, the astral world opened up and revealed itself to him. However, on the first evening, he also encountered beings that scared him, which he was not prepared for and did not have the necessary knowledge to deal with correctly. The next day, there was naturally great uncertainty about continuing, but in the debriefing, I was able to give him an introduction to these worlds and explain exactly how to navigate them and what to watch out for. After that, he was able to continue calmly. This kind of introduction was something I missed in the beginning; I had to rely on learning by doing. Fortunately, more and more people in Europe are now gaining access to these worlds, helping others navigate the labyrinth of the mind. ๐
Personal insights ๐ฟ
I once went into the ceremony with the intention of gaining further insights into a project. However, during the ceremony, I was clearly prompted to look into my issues with my mother. I realized that even though this issue was right in front of my nose, I hadn't seen it. It fascinated me to realize that this is even possible: when an issue is too close, you tend not to see it anymore. This ceremony was a while ago, and I don't remember exactly what I was shown, but generally, for me personally, it goes like this: I am shown the events that brought me into the situation, for example, which decision I misjudged or where I had an impact on my counterpart that I wasn't aware of. I understand how my counterpart truly feels and everything else I need to comprehend the situation in its entirety. At the end, I am given the messages, word for word, that I can say to this person to initiate the next step in the process. Mother Ayahuasca has given me countless solutions over 20 years that I would never have come up with on my own. A good reason why it cannot be a drug. A drug doesn't give you tips on how to improve your life. ๐ธ
The room where it all began ๐
Another participant ended up in the room where it all began. A very special experience. Even though she had been on the path with Mother Ayahuasca for a while, she was not prepared for this experience. How could you be, usually you can't prepare for such experiences. Unfortunately, she didn't share what she saw during the debriefing, making integration more difficult and lengthy than necessary. It wasn't until half a year later that we could concretely exchange thoughts. At this point, I would like to add: entering this room is an honor and a great initiation. It is the complete realization of one's creative power and might. This initiation does not happen by chance but is divinely ordained, even if you initially land in a state of creator's shock. Honest sharing within the group is thus a key for integration. ๐
The gas station ๐ธ๏ธ
Another participant ended up at a gas station at the beginning of each ceremony. An empty gas station with many blinking lights and spiders. She had no fear but also didn't understand why she was there or what the gas station was for, yet she assumed that everyone ends up there. It was so natural for her that she didn't think to mention it. Only after several ceremonies did she think to ask if the others also knew this gas station. It wasn't until everything came to light in front of the group, and she understood that it was her personal invention, that she no longer ended up at this gas station. Yes, sometimes we can trick ourselves. And again, the key is honest sharing within the group. ๐
As you can see from these few examples, it is important that you only and exclusively do a ceremony with someone you fully trust and can trust. Someone who has many years of experience and is familiar with these otherworldly realities and dimensions and can show you the way. ๐
If you like these reports and would like to read more, feel free to write it in the comments below. If there is enough interest, I will gladly write another part. You can also write what kind of experiences you would like to read about. And maybe you would like to share your personal experiences here as well? Or conversely: What would you like to experience in a ceremony? As they say: sharing is healing. The more you share, the more integration can happen for everyone... โจ
If you also find yourself in one of these stories or want to become part of it, you are cordially invited to participate in the next retreat from June 6th to 9th in Niederรถsterreich. Below you will find the links to the upcoming dates. ๐๐๐
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